You can hurt me, you can leave me, but you can't take my memories away from me.
I'm honestly much angrier at myself than anyone else. I just can't believe I let myself fall so hard and so fast. I think the creative mind works very differently from most — It gives in to fantasy and tries (works) to turn it into reality. In most cases, that's actually a great thing. You're constantly reaching, learning, growing and scaling new heights. Sadly, not everyone aims toward the same standard of what they want to be real. As they say, you don't create anything new without first dreaming it up.
On a much happier note: I've got even more music plans this year, and a hell lot of work to do if I want to turn this year into an ambitious, fruitful, meaningful and eventful one. I'm also venturing into teaching drama for the first time thanks to the recommendation of my friend, Riley - That should be interesting (and more money for me, yay). I have 4 more singing lessons to go before I look for a new singing teacher, and piano and guitar lessons are on the way. Good luck to me. # hard work pays